My answer to the question “Howz life?” is just “Fine”.. Now I changed the answer to “AWESOME”. “Life” is always very small word in my own world, as I always kept myself pretty busy all the time with Family, Cousins, Friends, Issues, confusions, Solutions, Job, Competition and many other things. Since the time I know about me, I am occupied with something or the other which never allowed me to think about what I need and what my interests are..unknowingly Job and money are always my foreground jobs and all my other interests, hobbies are almost dead in the background.
I realized all this only when I got time to be on a vacation recently. It drove me to another world and I named it “HAPPINESS” where I don’t have any time to think about anything else except the showers of rain, noise of the river running side by, and eyes filled with greenery. while returning back after a 5 day vacation..I could hear my heart saying “RAM UR ELIGIBLE TO DIE NOW” .
That trip thought me few lessons, I lost interest in Money, for me it’s a medium of exchange for your needs and luxuries. Money is Important only If you can buy happiness….and it has no meaning if you face difficulties and tensions earning it @ cost of your precious health. I am not saying I don’t need Money, but I am saying its my back ground job for my foreground jobs. I conveyed my parents that I will not be saving it @ cost of my interests and happiness. I pity all those who earn and could not have some time for their OWN.
These days earning is a difficult job, spending it for our needs is again a big job ;-). But at the end if we are satisfied with on what we spend its just AWESOME, Unfortunately we don’t…(I am also included here ;-)).This month I am only left with some 500 Dollars for the next 24 days.
Living for your needs alone do not distinguish you from the rest of the world. A cute smile, a huge blush, great happiness in their eyes who desperately need it for their needs ….. are few things I like to remember all the time.
