About Me

My photo
Switzerland
This one is the most frequently updated columns in my profile..Its not that I keep changing..but that I discover more of me with time... Sometimes I kind of get lost in my thghts in the world which I call my own...while ppl get lost in territories unknown to them ! Its not that I run away from reality...but isnt the wrld in dreams a better choice? I live a happy and hassle free life.Reason-I have a bad memory Confusion has been a constant companion in my life...to the extent that I love being confused..:-) Talking about love..I love myself, I love the ones who hates me..and also love the ones who doesnt know me because its costs me nthng.... :-)Thats how I am nd canot be changed..I am not evrythng I wish I could be but I am everything I need to be.I am just me and I like it that way..:)I don't take life too seriously, nobody gets out alive.Sochti hi jyada,Kam main samjti huan...Dil kuch kehta hain,kuch aur he karti huan.. I have realized...Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck.I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me.Evrythng that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it

Monday, October 5, 2009

CRUSHeees of my life--1

Ok ....finally I made up my mind to introduce you guys... CRUSHeees of my life..before starting let me tell you I would be posting 3 parts  and also let me tell you my defination of "CRUSH"..and its not a single solid defination I have .... :-) coz..I never heard about CRUSH when I was in my schooling..but I have couple of them there.hahaa..and I even dont know the meaning of it when I was into my +2...still I have one there. The same in case of my engineering...After that I came to know what exactly the word "crush" means....and I simply started using it thereafter....Now I can tell you Ram's personal Definations of crush at regular intervals of his life... :-).

Here I will be able to post the names of some but ......in few cases I donot..coz I dont want to screw up their lives now...:-).I will check If I can post you some of their pics.....So....So.......Sowhat ?....."SILENCE PLEASE"..... here goes my first crush..........

I Joined in NTS (Nalanda Talent School) for my 10th class in vizag. Its a new school ... and ours is the first batch...and you all know that the corporate education is always a hypeee..we were asked to come to the summer special classes for maths...which I am not at all intrested...as they are taking 2 hours of my lazy life...:-). Finally the day arrived from where I should sacrifice my lazy life....and the school is open only for tenth class...and on the first say I am exactly on time to school..and entered to the new class room...where every body was starring at me as if I was disturbing the whole classs... They have a reason for that...coz there is a short, thin old man facing the board drawing some thing...turned to me and said "You are late by thirty minutes on the first day, Go and have your seat"..I never cared him ...went to last corner of the room and I know that it is the suitable place for scanning and observe the whole classs....I always have an habit of observing people and guessing their attitude.....I am lost some where and was back to my senses when a samll peice of chalk was hit on my head and a voice shouting "Stand UP"....again..I was made a velon infront of the whole class....I never understood why this fucking old man was targeting me.....This time I felt emabarassing in front of the crowd..coz I could found a couple of pretty girls in my previous scan...:-). From that moment I started concentrating at the old man..and found his lecture intresting...and he is creating some kind of intrest...after a couple of days Came to know that he is the best Techer for maths for the entire VIZAG and his name is "RAMA KRISHNA".

This Old man has a bad habit of conducting tests every sunday...we are into last day of the first week and we gave our first test.. I prepared ..but not sure if thats fine..This man is so quick that he brought the corrected papers the very next day. I am literally scared..coz he has already made me a famous velon infront of the whole crowd a couple of times... he gave all the papers and was holding two in his hand.. I am sure that one is mine and started seaching for the other pale face coz that other paer should be his..Then he anounced that the topper is "Satyendra"...hmm I am confused now..coz if he is the topper what the hell is he doing with my paper..I Confirmed myself that he is ready to screw me once again...This time he called "RamachandraVarma"...A short boy from the back stood up with confusion reflecting in his face..he again said "This is the person who presented the paper so well.. and is even the highest"..he showed the paper to the total class..Confusion vanished and conquered by surprise...He made me a HERO....and from the next day people started comming to me for doubts....and for the same I used to do a lot of hard work at home..I am telling you all theseee...coz...he made me a heroo..and offcourse every hero has a love story....

Out of the girls who were good from my previous scan ...some how I am showing Interest towards a particular girl.....by name "PUSHPA" who is very much reserved....I should start some where so i bunked the school for a day..and the next day Directly went to her asking for here maths note book...she looked at me strangely for a sec and said "I am even absent yesterday".....I dont have a reaction in my face...then gave her a cute smilee..thats what I can do at that movement..and as usual was telling hi to her from the next day. She never showed her interest for even saying HI back... but I never gave up..I was absent for the three days this time and directly went to the same girl for the same notes...this time she donot have any other option apart from giving me her notes...the communication started and some thing went fine with us...i never told her that I have a "crush" on her.. as I never knew the meaning of it then.... :)... the Only thing I know is "LOVE"...this word has a lot of weightage at that time...because if somebody like somebody its called LOVE during that timee......days went on for few months...I never updated her about my so called feeling called LOVE..One day I took the freedom of going to her house for returning the note book of her's...She was standing outside..I was happy seeing her and she never noticed me...Even me before me knocking the doorbell the door opened .. a lady is out and thought that should be her mother...I said "Auunnn" before me completing the sentence she started shouting at me...about something..she was asking my name , my father's name, my addresss...she never stopped asking questions for almost five minutess...I never understood why she did not ask me about my PINCODE..becausee that is the only deatil she forget to ask. me..I thought I would say her even that and run away from that placeee.haahaa :-).....The next day I met this girl in school and she asked me "Are you Kshtriya's ?" ..I asked her why she was asking that..she very slowly said "My mother said you are a kshtriya"...... I am likeee schocked at her mother analysis...and then later came to know..this girl would be a SIS of mine if I go through my CASTE.... : -(.

A story of tragedy............right guys?

The reason for CRUSH here might be "good looking or some type opp sex attraction". Dont ask me for definition....coz I donot know what it is by that time

2 comments:

  1. This comment has been removed by the author.

    ReplyDelete
  2. interesting and creating lot of curiosity to me to read your upcoming posts just like a popular weekly / daily serial.

    ReplyDelete


Page vists till now